Sunday, March 4, 2012

BOOM. There goes my head.

Have you ever had so many things crammed into your head that you can't decide what to think about? Or what you're really most mad about? That's what I have going on right now, and it most definitely sucks. I'm so overwhelmed that my entire body and mind want to just shut down. Oh, there goes my mom. "I thought you had homework to do." I bet you can imagine the exact, annoying, nagging voice she said it in, because it seems that all mothers say irritating things like that.

I'm not a bad kid, I might be an angry one sometimes, but not bad. I get good grades, I have good friends, and I usually pull my weight around the house without too much pushing. I mean sure, I'm not perfect, but I'm not out doing drugs or drinking either. Also, I've been told I'm pretty mature for my age, which I think should get me bonus points or something.

Then again, I suppose I do get bonus points, especially lately. Recently, my mother bought me both a new radio and a new laptop. They were both complete surprises, so she gets awesome mom points for that. She also had my truck repaired. (Btw I was not the one who broke the truck in the first place.)

I know I should be grateful, but right now I'm just completely overwhelmed and frustrated. Boyfriend, friends, mom, stepdad, brother, cousins, homework, messy room, smelly bathroom from cousins and brother, crazy teachers, sore, poor sleep, laundry, working with my mom at five in the morning before school, getting shot at with a marshmallow gun, blah blah blah. It just gets to you, ya know?

How is one supposed to cope? I honestly just don't know what to do. I tried sitting and calming down, but that completely backfired once my mother got to me.

So..any suggestions?

1 comment:

  1. make a list.
    Health first... get your sleep and take a big breath
    then things that define your future next
    homework? Rudy?
    then things that are not that important last.

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