The Many Ways I Am Challenged

1. I am technologically challenged. I tried to reply to Kacee's comment and *buzzer noise* Nope! Technology rejected me. So..I'll work on that in Creative Writing, lol.

2. I am athletically challenged. I am probably the least flexible person on the planet, plus sports equipment seems to be attracted to me. If there is a ball or frisbee flying through the air, it is almost certain to find my face. This plus my shyness creates a crazy fear of sports. There are maybe three that I can enjoy: soccer <3 data-blogger-escaped-and="" data-blogger-escaped-badminton.="" data-blogger-escaped-br="" data-blogger-escaped-frisbee="" data-blogger-escaped-ultimate="">
3. I am socially challenged. I use to be so shy that I had only one friend. We grew up together, my Brookie Cookie <3 data-blogger-escaped-.="" data-blogger-escaped-a="" data-blogger-escaped-and="" data-blogger-escaped-being="" data-blogger-escaped-boyfriend="" data-blogger-escaped-br="" data-blogger-escaped-but="" data-blogger-escaped-can="" data-blogger-escaped-challenge.="" data-blogger-escaped-coming="" data-blogger-escaped-considering="" data-blogger-escaped-dance="" data-blogger-escaped-dancing="" data-blogger-escaped-days.="" data-blogger-escaped-floor.="" data-blogger-escaped-friends="" data-blogger-escaped-go="" data-blogger-escaped-greatly.="" data-blogger-escaped-gross.="" data-blogger-escaped-have..uh..several="" data-blogger-escaped-how="" data-blogger-escaped-however="" data-blogger-escaped-huge="" data-blogger-escaped-i="" data-blogger-escaped-is="" data-blogger-escaped-it="" data-blogger-escaped-like="" data-blogger-escaped-lower="" data-blogger-escaped-made="" data-blogger-escaped-makes="" data-blogger-escaped-me="" data-blogger-escaped-morals="" data-blogger-escaped-my="" data-blogger-escaped-nauseous.="" data-blogger-escaped-no="" data-blogger-escaped-now="" data-blogger-escaped-of="" data-blogger-escaped-often="" data-blogger-escaped-on="" data-blogger-escaped-over="" data-blogger-escaped-people="" data-blogger-escaped-progress="" data-blogger-escaped-s="" data-blogger-escaped-sex="" data-blogger-escaped-so="" data-blogger-escaped-social="" data-blogger-escaped-standards="" data-blogger-escaped-still="" data-blogger-escaped-sure="" data-blogger-escaped-surprise="" data-blogger-escaped-that="" data-blogger-escaped-the="" data-blogger-escaped-their="" data-blogger-escaped-these="" data-blogger-escaped-though="" data-blogger-escaped-thought="" data-blogger-escaped-time="" data-blogger-escaped-to="" data-blogger-escaped-up="" data-blogger-escaped-ve="" data-blogger-escaped-wants="" data-blogger-escaped-way="" data-blogger-escaped-wonder="">
I think that's it for now. I feel a bit pathetic, lol. Oh well.

Liar Liar Pants On Fire

Well, I lied. I didn't just pass out, and I'm pretty much wide awake. Oh..I forgot I had coffee while I was cleaning. Ha, oops.. So, I'm going to throw some random things in here and upload a pic of something my dear, silly Zach did.

Random Things:
1. I love Perry the Platypus
2. I have a thing for big macs (yes l know what's in them and I've watched Supersize Me approximately three times) If you want to known my theory on why I love them so much, ask. It's an interesting little story.
3. I have two dogs, Fred and Gunner :)
4. I love winter
5. I have three pieces of jewelry that I always wear, and each has a story

So, those are my random things :) I'm feeling better.. Talking to my best friend and my boy helps, they always know how to cheer me up. I think I'm going to actually sleep now though, maybe..we'll see..

A Big Bad Wolf Named Today

I feel the need to point out that I was trying to fix something on this and so it was reposted on..whatever day this is.

Today, as I told my best friend, was a "good good good, TERRIBLE TERRIBLE" day.

The good came from an okay school day, and hanging out with my boyfriend, Rudy, and our friend Zach after school. We decided to be fatties and get McDonald's, and then they took me to Gullivers Bookstore to spend my $100 gift card that had been a birthday present from my grandparents. They waited patiently, playing with toys and trying on silly animal hats while I looked at books. Then helped me carry the huge stack around while I chose my last few books. I was determined to spend all $100 in order to get a free tote bag, pretty nerdy, right? My boy even ran out to the truck to get my wallet, carried my books, handed the money to the cashier, and asked for the tote bag. He's a sweetheart. We all drove to my house then, and I got dropped off so Zach could go help Rudy with his secret one year anniversary plans. I'm excited, but nervous. I have no clue as to what that crazy kid is planning, except that Zach is involved. That definitely means trouble. Maybe the band..who knows.

The bad part of my day.. It wasn't just normal bad, it was an unusually depressing bad.. My friend, Brookie Cookie, who I grew up with, has a sweet little brother who has been in the hospital for two nights. Apparently he can't move his legs, and is in pain.. No child deserves that.. The doctors can't seem to figure out what's causing his symptoms, and I've been asking my friends to pray for him and the family.. Please do. The second TERRIBLE stands for what happened while my family was cleaning the vet office in North Pole. My brother and I were cleaning in the kennel, and then I heard my mom yelling so I went to see what was going on. She was saying, "Is that you guys knocking?" I told her no, then I heard the knocking too. We looked down the hall and there was a man at the front door, he looked really worried. Mom went to talk to him through the glass, and told him that we couldn't let him and that we were just cleaning. His dog had been hit and you could tell he was so..torn up, ya know? It was so sad.. Mom called the people who own the clinic and got the number of the night time clinic or something. I guess they're driving there. Mom said she could see the dog wrapped in a towel sitting in a woman's lap and it wasn't moving.. Sorry, anyways, I just hope it all works out. We're going down my driveway right now, so I'm going to go crash I guess. I'll sleep off the bad day.

BOOM. There goes my head.

Have you ever had so many things crammed into your head that you can't decide what to think about? Or what you're really most mad about? That's what I have going on right now, and it most definitely sucks. I'm so overwhelmed that my entire body and mind want to just shut down. Oh, there goes my mom. "I thought you had homework to do." I bet you can imagine the exact, annoying, nagging voice she said it in, because it seems that all mothers say irritating things like that.

I'm not a bad kid, I might be an angry one sometimes, but not bad. I get good grades, I have good friends, and I usually pull my weight around the house without too much pushing. I mean sure, I'm not perfect, but I'm not out doing drugs or drinking either. Also, I've been told I'm pretty mature for my age, which I think should get me bonus points or something.

Then again, I suppose I do get bonus points, especially lately. Recently, my mother bought me both a new radio and a new laptop. They were both complete surprises, so she gets awesome mom points for that. She also had my truck repaired. (Btw I was not the one who broke the truck in the first place.)

I know I should be grateful, but right now I'm just completely overwhelmed and frustrated. Boyfriend, friends, mom, stepdad, brother, cousins, homework, messy room, smelly bathroom from cousins and brother, crazy teachers, sore, poor sleep, laundry, working with my mom at five in the morning before school, getting shot at with a marshmallow gun, blah blah blah. It just gets to you, ya know?

How is one supposed to cope? I honestly just don't know what to do. I tried sitting and calming down, but that completely backfired once my mother got to me.

So..any suggestions?

Nice To Meet You

Hey, so I think we should get acquainted before I start pouring out my heart, uploading my writing, or stating my opinions. Makes sense, right? So here we go. My name is Breanna and My New Best Friend, Kacee, showed me Blogger. Thanks Kacee! She's an awesome person and writer, you should check out her blog. You'll find her in the list of people I follow. I'm really excited to start this and any suggestions or comments would be great. I'll be doing most of this on my phone, so if something looks funny, forgive me. I'll hopefully be updating it daily and plan on using it as a diary kind of thing/place to upload my writing/get feedback on writing/do book reviews/upload my photos. Haha, kind of crazy, but it made sense in my head. Anyways, my boyfriend is very close to buying a snake and I need to go supervise. Wish me luck!

Breanna